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Since I’m bored and I don’t want to deal with any thesis work and since this blog has been pretty much dead I’ve decided to pour my thoughts out:

Into the fog I look ahead
Not much I see, but mist for free
Out of the fog I look behind
The trail I’ve left, I try to find

I dare speed up, move forward still
As courage tries catch up with will
What lies ahead meets me swiftly
I’ve hit and run all crushed beneath me

As clouds descend back to the skies
And light regains all that surrounds me
I dare not dry the dew from my eyes
For I look ahead, the view just moves me

Ok, so it’s not much to really understand my thoughts, but it’s a new year’s thingy.
Visit karlpulma.multiply.com coz I might post a continuation there haha.

There was a time I once forgot
Who I was and who I was not

It cost me, me,  the real me
The me, I myself, failed to see

I lost strength, courage and feeling
And my smiles had empty meaning

But this was when some loved ones left
My heart was victim of cascading theft

After the fall, I struggled a lot
Some of my friends were really not

It took a while to sort the facts
Building on some foundations left intact

It’s been almost two or more years
Since that day I’ve drowned in many fears

In those few years I’ve healed and grown
Not to forget, but to leap and fall on my own

And strength came back to free me
From the rubble and the heavy debris

I’ve questioned the deconstruction that took place
And even the reconstruction’s sloth-like pace

But I finally understand after all this waiting
A better me was for me waiting

I’m back

Some things that happened last July 8, 2007

Best attempt Bench Press

Best Attemp Squat

Best Attempt Deadlift <— Currently 170Kg+ as of Oct 15, 2007

http://feichangren.livejournal.com/16841.html

1. I don’t know how I’m going to last this long… trying to do everything that I am doing now…
2. I don’t know how and where I’m going to get the resources I need to sustain this crazy endeavor.
3. What’s going to happen when first sem comes? It’s going to be one rough semester indeed.
4. I don’t know a lot of things… and that’s the scariest fact of all…

http://feichangren.livejournal.com/14866.html

Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh I’ll never know what makes this man
With all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away

Oh Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh twice as much aint twice as good
And can’t sustain like one half could
It’s wanting more
That’s gonna send me to my knees
(repeat)

Oh gravity, stay the hell away from me
Oh gravity has taken better men than me you see now how can that be?

Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Keep you me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Ohh… where the light is!

Next Stop

2007 UPCOMING EVENTS

Sub-Juniors, Juniors,
Masters, Novice, Class B, & Special Athletes Powerlifting Championships
to be held sometime in Feb 2007 (venue not yet finalized)

check this one my livejournal blog

Inspired by Keane
Put It Behind You

Times goes by at such a pace
It’s funny how it’s easy to forget her face
You hide the cracks, the facts will find you
Turn your back and leave the lonely days behind you now

You better put it behind you now
You better put it behind you now
Too much to hold on, hold on to
You better it put it behind you now

All the things you took for granted
Hit you like a bullet in the gut
You can’t get up
Well are you gonna even try?
Cos if you never even try
Time will pass you by

You better put it behind you now
You better put it behind you now
Too much to hold on, hold on to (Hold on, hold on to)
You better put it behind you now
You better put it behind you now
Too much to hold on, to hold on to (Hold on, hold on to)
You better do what’s best for you

Don’t care what she said and (Better put it behind you now, better put

it behind you now)
Only in your head (Hold on, hold on to)
Time will help you out (Better put it behind you now, you better put

it behind you now)
Still you don’t see how(Hold on, hold on to)

You better put it behind you now
You better put it behind you now
Too much to hold on, to hold on to
You better do what’s best for you